You know, I could go on not missing you because I’m too focussed on studies.
But when I do, even looking at your picture makes me tear up. I need no presents, no cards to know how much you mean to me. Although I’m having doubts about how much I mean to you, doubts which I don’t want to ponder about for now.
I miss you so much dear. I really do. Come back into my arms, will you?
To be so strong that nothing
can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity
to every person you meet.
To make all your friends feel
that there is something in them
To look at the sunny side of everything
and make your optimism come true.
To think only the best, to work only for the best,
and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others
as you are about your own.
To forget the mistakes of the past
and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times
and give every living creature you meet a smile.
To give so much time to the improvement of yourself
that you have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear,
and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world,
not in loud words but great deeds.
To live in faith that the whole world is on your side
so long as you are true to the best that is in you.
Reflecting quite a bit these few days about letting go, going with the flow, reaccertain what kind of person I want to be. I guess it is just part of growing up, part of not losing who I really am.
A huge part of it is accepting people for who they are. There’s something about me always seeing the not so good side of people which most dont get to experience. It is probably because of who I am, makes me more vulnerable to this. It is not exactly bad, I’m learning how to take it as an opportunity to accept people for who they are.
Time and time again I have been reminding myself what’s my focus and I think I have done it pretty alright.
I feel like im moving towards being more practical, but sometimes i need to know how to have fun too. Need to remember sometimes I don’t have to take life so seriously. Though I still hold on to the fact I don’t do things to others which I don’t want others to do it to me.