Hello. I am Alicia, 16.

You know, I could go on not missing you because I’m too focussed on studies.

But when I do, even looking at your picture makes me tear up. I need no presents, no cards to know how much you mean to me. Although I’m having doubts about how much I mean to you, doubts which I don’t want to ponder about for now.

I miss you so much dear. I really do. Come back into my arms, will you?

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Promise Yourself

To be so strong that nothing
can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity
to every person you meet.

To make all your friends feel
that there is something in them
To look at the sunny side of everything
and make your optimism come true.

To think only the best, to work only for the best,
and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others
as you are about your own.

To forget the mistakes of the past
and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times
and give every living creature you meet a smile.

To give so much time to the improvement of yourself
that you have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear,
and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.

To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world,
not in loud words but great deeds.
To live in faith that the whole world is on your side
so long as you are true to the best that is in you.

— Christian D. Larson, Your Forces and How to Use Them (via kushandwizdom)

More good vibes here

(via words-of-emotion)
“When did loving yourself
become so rare, that it’s
revolutionary to do so?”
— (160/365) by (DS)
“Confidence isn’t walking into a room with your nose in the air, and thinking you are better than everyone else, it’s walking into a room and not having to compare yourself to anyone else in the first place.”
— (via m-wol)
“My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping, I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing.”
— Jillian Medoff (via stfumadison)

Reflecting quite a bit these few days about letting go, going with the flow, reaccertain what kind of person I want to be. I guess it is just part of growing up, part of not losing who I really am.

A huge part of it is accepting people for who they are. There’s something about me always seeing the not so good side of people which most dont get to experience. It is probably because of who I am, makes me more vulnerable to this. It is not exactly bad, I’m learning how to take it as an opportunity to accept people for who they are.

Time and time again I have been reminding myself what’s my focus and I think I have done it pretty alright.

I feel like im moving towards being more practical, but sometimes i need to know how to have fun too. Need to remember sometimes I don’t have to take life so seriously. Though I still hold on to the fact I don’t do things to others which I don’t want others to do it to me.

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“The secret isn’t to find someone you love spending time with - I love spending time with a lot of people. The secret isn’t to find someone that you find attractive - I find a lot of people attractive for many different reasons. The secret isn’t to find someone who is nice - there are tons of nice people in the world. The secret is to find someone who wants exactly what you want. Someone who is ready to give you all they’ve got, and in turn be ready to accept all the love you have to give. The world is filled with people in relationship of “loves you more” & “I have to act mean so they will like me back” or “I am just not ready.” Please do not waste any more of your precious time. You are an amazing creature. You deserve to be loved until your insides melt. Don’t give up on all the things you want. When you meet the right person you will have zero doubt in your mind. Zero.”